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Alison Mosshart
Onsdag
"The broken locks were a warning, you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there's the healing
In your name I find meaning
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I would, would be ok"
BTM Books
20-7
Det händer inte allt för mycket under mitt såkallade sommarlov måste jag erkänna. Det är inte så fullt av spontana påhitt som jag trodde det skulle vara.. shopping har jag tydligen slutat med och supa för den delen också. Sommarvärmen höll i sig två veckor och nu har regnet hittat hit.. inget bad i havet har det blivit heller kom jag på nu.. bara fontän i Livelong. Men jag ska väl inte klaga, jag fick en midsommar/födelsedag och festivalvecka som var guld värd. Nu väntar Lindas unge och höstterminen i skolan i Uppsala.. och med den meningen kom ångesten! Vill inte tillbaka till Uppsala! Jag vill tillbaka till mina lilla lägenhet, det vill jag verkligen, men inte till alla tentor och funderingar på "vad ska jag göra sen?". Men hey, jag tror det löser sig.
Affirmation
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse tv evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse tv evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
Mhm mhm mhm!
Strawberry swing
arrrgh!
Torsdag
Linda var här hos mamma och grillade idag, mysigt att umgås hela familjen, det händer ju inte allt för ofta! Imorgon ska vi till Lerkil och hälsa på kusinerna som vi inte träffat på över ett år, det kommer bli skoj. Hoppas på bra väder så man kan sitta vid klipporna lite. Nu ska jag kolla klart på Lösvikt!
JD
"Music is my boyfriend"
..som The Hidden Cameras säger
Devour
I'll swallow up all of you
Like a big bottle of big, big pills
You're the one that I should never take
But I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
You're a flower that's withering
I can't feel your thorns in my head
This is no impressionability
You're not crying, this is blood all over me
You're not crying, this is blood all over me
You're not crying, this is blood all over me
And I'll love you, if you let me
And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve
I used to hold your heart to neck
I know I'll miss you if I close my eyes
But this is loaded with an open film
I'll see you and I'll blow your heart to pieces
I will blow your heart to pieces
I will blow your heart to pieces
I will blow your heart to pieces
And I'll love you, if you let me
And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve
Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh...
My pain's not ashamed to repeat itself
Pain's not ashamed to repeat itself
Pain's not ashamed to repeat itself
Pain's not ashamed to repeat itself
I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
And I'll love you, if you let me
And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve
Like a big bottle of big, big pills
You're the one that I should never take
But I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
You're a flower that's withering
I can't feel your thorns in my head
This is no impressionability
You're not crying, this is blood all over me
You're not crying, this is blood all over me
You're not crying, this is blood all over me
And I'll love you, if you let me
And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve
I used to hold your heart to neck
I know I'll miss you if I close my eyes
But this is loaded with an open film
I'll see you and I'll blow your heart to pieces
I will blow your heart to pieces
I will blow your heart to pieces
I will blow your heart to pieces
And I'll love you, if you let me
And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve
Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh...
My pain's not ashamed to repeat itself
Pain's not ashamed to repeat itself
Pain's not ashamed to repeat itself
Pain's not ashamed to repeat itself
I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
And I'll love you, if you let me
And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve
Städa bort minnen?
Har rensat stugan idag som jag hade när jag bodde hemma. Var med blandade känslor och det tog självklart längre tid än beräknat då man måste gå igenom och läsa och titta på precis allting! Men nu har jag slängt allt sånt som jag trodde jag var tvungen att spara men som faktiskt inte gjorde så ont att slänga och kvar finns sånt som jag bara inte kan slänga, saker som gamla kärleksbrev, fotografier och liknande. Blev en rätt hyffsad låda tillslut.
Ikväll blir det grill med familjen och imorgon ska jag in till Linda och hänga lite!
Ikväll blir det grill med familjen och imorgon ska jag in till Linda och hänga lite!
Maja Ivarsson
